I don’t remember ever being happy

I think my memory is only getting worse

I think it won’t be long before I forget those around me and/or who I am.

Nothing matters

No one cares how you feel

They only care what you can do for them

That’s how life works

I’m tired of life

I’m tired of everything

My memory is terrible. Had a friend in Highschool whose name I could never remember even after two years of knowing him.

My emotions range from: Angry to Delirious and from Depressed to Numb.

I don’t think anyone actually enjoys spending time with me rather they just deal with me.

I’m a horrible father
The fact that my daughter wants to spend time with me is baffling and all I can think about is how she deserves better.

I joke, say weird shit, or generally avoid reality all together to distract myself from how much I hate myself

I’m a terrible Person